Reinventing my life, or at least trying to

Reinventing my life, or at least trying to

By: Ligon Draion

Life is nothing but a bunch of decisions which we must learn to live with; it's amazing how sometimes we make the wrong decisions for just causes and the right decisions for the wrong reasons. Sometimes we think, this is fine, is the right thing to do, without realizing how that right decision can affect our lives in a wrong world. it's incredible for me to say this, but how can the decision of be someone noble, honest and right in a few words a nice guy bring so much bitterness, pain and loneliness in this life. People say it's easier and more fun to be bad than good or fair, I think they are right. But they also say that it is very easy to become bad, I think they are wrong, at least from my experience when you have made ​​a firm decision to do the right thing, how hard can it be to become bad, despite having every opportunity to do it no matter how hard you try, in the end there is always that instinct to do right thing that we cannot overcome.

I suppose that if we could do it just once, this could be defined in two acts. One in which we become "bad" and we can continue so, and other in which we can't and that single act ends up becoming a painful mark for the rest of our life.

I am still trying to change my life hoping to don't go back and stop all this fighting that comes with the wish of do the right things once and for all, To finally be able to enjoy this life as it should be on these time, it may be the coward's way out but in the end it isn't the courage that brings you happiness in this world but the ability to take advantage of everything you can.